Bad each other

Me and my husband every time speak about i will stop working, i alway bad relationship, but husband he not agree me to stop work , he look not understand how bad vironment in my office now day . i feel so complicated what boss say to me, how bad am i ?? he never know all of old staff try to hit me away from here, everyone in office not good relation, i try hard to stand here with sadness long day ago, it is the time i should to leave now , because of  before i think that boss is the fair, alway have good resealable, instead, now i can know he clearly, he not stay at my side, but  u know?? am not want him stay at my side m but i want him to stay in middle to see every staff in office , finally he notice only one side, one person . i am so complicated and up sad so much   .